Current mood:	loved
Current music:	some song on the cd chris made me

so me and chris are together now... im actually really happy. we get along very well, its scary... although sometimes we can both be very jealous if the other is talking to a girl or guy, but other than that lol. he comes over all the time, and we just chill and watch movies... and everytime i work at bar he comes up there to see me. i never go to clubs anymore since we started dating.
hes already told me he loved me... i think a week ago he told me he was falling in love with me. its kinda scary because its moving really fast, and he has sent his demo tapes to california so when i move he can... sometimes i question everything but i try not to think so negative. the other day on the O show on kiss they were talking about me, and they were getting callers to call in to see how long itd take chris to cheat on me, i was sooo pissed. chris didnt know anything about it either. later that night i saw Otis and i was flicking him off lol, and he was like "i did it for you, i dont want chris to screw this up, you're the hottest girl hes ever been with and so sweet" i was like yeah yeah fuck you lol. i gotta get used to it, thats chris' career, hes crazy chris from kiss 95.1 lol... everyone says thats not the last time they will bring me up... im just like ohhhh great. everyone said something to me about it at bar the other night, it sucked. i just laugh now.
i do love him... i didnt think id be able to love this fast, and thats whats so scary, i really dont want to get hurt. only time will tell, thats what i say. we'll see..
leatherheads has its preview out and me and chris went to the movies last night and there was a biggggg board thing of them, i was like AHHH I WAS IN THAT FUCKERS! lol.. kinda weird seeing it.
im so hungry. chris needs to get here and feed me lol.
ima go wait for him:)

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